Wednesday, October 08, 2003
3 more days until I see my ladies from college!
They are hastily making plans to come down to see Kelly’s and my show this weekend. I talked to Rita for awhile today and her excitement got me all nervous and pumped! Not only is she coming with my friends from school, but also with her sister Jeannie, who I haven’t seen in almost a year! What a thrill this weekend is going to be.
The thing is…
Part of me is really depressed about the show coming to a head this weekend. Saturday’s performance will be quite the thrill, but then Sunday comes and the show is over. I forgot how upsetting it is to finish up a show and say goodbye to everyone involved. Remember when I was in love with Ian for like 10 minutes? Well, after Sunday, I pretty much doubt we will stay in touch. I mean, things are going very well between us and we have gotten much closer as the show has progressed. But Ian and I have different lives and I am sure our connection will die with the closing of the show. That’s ok. I would prefer that we stayed in touch, but I’m bad with that and I know he will be too.
I have decided to direct a show with this company as soon as Stupid Kids comes to a close. I haven’t picked the play that I want to direct yet, but I will need to do that soon. I have one week off after the show and then I leave to go to California for a week…so time is of the utmost! As soon as I return from Cali., I am going to have to begin rehearsals immediately. We will only have 6 weeks to put the next show together and while the task seems pretty daunting…I am ready for the challenge.
FUN.
So, despite what certain people have to say about my starting my career at the age of 26, I am pretty stoked to have two different commercial agents in the audience this coming Saturday night. Cuz I mean…what if? What if they see me and are like “We want to represent you and take you away from your miserable existence as an Admin. Assistant!” What a dream come true that would be. Most likely, they will come see the show, gush to me about what a wonderful job I did, and then high tail it out of there as though they have never met me in their life. Either way, it’s fine. The only person I trust to guide my career is God. All of this is in his hands, really. I made the decision to dedicate my life to this dream based on his guidance and it will only be through him that I succeed. I will keep my eyes pointed upwards and my patience level intact.
Until then…can I fax something for you?
I am wiped out today. I am definitely going to have to take a quick nap during my lunch break if I ever plan on getting through my touch-up rehearsal tonight. I feel like the walking dead. My brain is all mushy…like rotted potatoes. Or squash. Or pudding. Or swing sets.
You understand.
Here are a few artists that I love these days:
TLC
Nine Inch Nails
The New American Standard
Kelly Rowlands
OutKast
Beyonce
Dave Matthews Band (Welcome back brother man…you’re new disc is JOOD! Finally!)
Christina Aguillera (Two L’s…one for each labia)
Here are a few artists that I am embarrassed to love these days:
Hillary Duff
Simple Plan
Lillix
Here are a few artists that I can’t stand(!) these days:
Ashanti
Sean Paul (Just gimme the lie din don dih bo oh oh.)
Sugar Ray
Avril LaSnores
Here are a few artists that I want to shit on these days:
Britney Spears
Madonna
Pink
Kid Rock
Sheryl Crow
Well…that’s about it for today.
ENJOY YOUR WEDNESDAY CUZ TOMORROW IS THURSDAY!
YIPEE KAY YAI YAY MOTHA FUCKA!
They are hastily making plans to come down to see Kelly’s and my show this weekend. I talked to Rita for awhile today and her excitement got me all nervous and pumped! Not only is she coming with my friends from school, but also with her sister Jeannie, who I haven’t seen in almost a year! What a thrill this weekend is going to be.
The thing is…
Part of me is really depressed about the show coming to a head this weekend. Saturday’s performance will be quite the thrill, but then Sunday comes and the show is over. I forgot how upsetting it is to finish up a show and say goodbye to everyone involved. Remember when I was in love with Ian for like 10 minutes? Well, after Sunday, I pretty much doubt we will stay in touch. I mean, things are going very well between us and we have gotten much closer as the show has progressed. But Ian and I have different lives and I am sure our connection will die with the closing of the show. That’s ok. I would prefer that we stayed in touch, but I’m bad with that and I know he will be too.
I have decided to direct a show with this company as soon as Stupid Kids comes to a close. I haven’t picked the play that I want to direct yet, but I will need to do that soon. I have one week off after the show and then I leave to go to California for a week…so time is of the utmost! As soon as I return from Cali., I am going to have to begin rehearsals immediately. We will only have 6 weeks to put the next show together and while the task seems pretty daunting…I am ready for the challenge.
FUN.
So, despite what certain people have to say about my starting my career at the age of 26, I am pretty stoked to have two different commercial agents in the audience this coming Saturday night. Cuz I mean…what if? What if they see me and are like “We want to represent you and take you away from your miserable existence as an Admin. Assistant!” What a dream come true that would be. Most likely, they will come see the show, gush to me about what a wonderful job I did, and then high tail it out of there as though they have never met me in their life. Either way, it’s fine. The only person I trust to guide my career is God. All of this is in his hands, really. I made the decision to dedicate my life to this dream based on his guidance and it will only be through him that I succeed. I will keep my eyes pointed upwards and my patience level intact.
Until then…can I fax something for you?
I am wiped out today. I am definitely going to have to take a quick nap during my lunch break if I ever plan on getting through my touch-up rehearsal tonight. I feel like the walking dead. My brain is all mushy…like rotted potatoes. Or squash. Or pudding. Or swing sets.
You understand.
Here are a few artists that I love these days:
TLC
Nine Inch Nails
The New American Standard
Kelly Rowlands
OutKast
Beyonce
Dave Matthews Band (Welcome back brother man…you’re new disc is JOOD! Finally!)
Christina Aguillera (Two L’s…one for each labia)
Here are a few artists that I am embarrassed to love these days:
Hillary Duff
Simple Plan
Lillix
Here are a few artists that I can’t stand(!) these days:
Ashanti
Sean Paul (Just gimme the lie din don dih bo oh oh.)
Sugar Ray
Avril LaSnores
Here are a few artists that I want to shit on these days:
Britney Spears
Madonna
Pink
Kid Rock
Sheryl Crow
Well…that’s about it for today.
ENJOY YOUR WEDNESDAY CUZ TOMORROW IS THURSDAY!
YIPEE KAY YAI YAY MOTHA FUCKA!
